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February 21 My own nightmaReIt was anotheR day .. i woke up after i had an ugly ni8mare
I thought it just bad nightmare so i was having my day normally i Didn`t knw that it`s going 2 b my Real nightmare
Time passed ..it`s 11 p.m ..quite , quite & quitE....!! i wasn`t hear any sound ..Is there any 1 ?
suddenly da door opened some 1 came ..wid him da scream started ..
They were yelling , screaming & i was nervous..i felt like i`m n a herror game ..i wasn`t knw wat was happend..
i watched my lil bro crying ..i was walking 2 hug him ..it was A big hug..Maybe cuz we were crying
i was standing wid him ..waiting 2 come back 2 my Real world..
After 15 mins of screaming ..my nightmare end ..
it was a storm-like as soon begins,ends fasster
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MaGic
14-2-08
1:10 a.m
wed January 15 ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ it`s time 2 B 16 ?! ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳI`m opening Da DoOr ..i`m walking inTo My fav plaCe  I`m sitting in da corner ..HolDing My greEn pen 2 starT writing I`m thinking about My Life ..  FirsT : Thanks God cuz i`m a live I`m Going 2 starT a new yeaR .. I`m going 2 b 16 ..!!?! that`s scary !!  LeT me think about da things i`ve done .. i leT da 1 who i really love walked away.. I`m Afraid i knw i still young i mean it just 16 !! But this idea on my mind when i think 2morow i`ll b new person .. i`ll 4geT my memories All da sad & da happy moments i have it wid u ..  I wrote every single word u wrote it 2 me or u said that u did !! i still say da same lies 2 my self just 2 heaR ur voice !! i knw it`s stupid thing 2 Do but i live wid ur shadow .. just 2 b happy  I can hear u ri8 now askin me : " HOw r ya my sweet angle " i just wanna keep this Q i need it 2 feel betteR & when i think i`ll 4get all this things f i b 16 that`s freak me ouT !! i Don`t wanna 4get my memories cuz that all waT i havE.. i don`t have u Any moRe !?!?  maGic
December 26 ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ Alone in cubbyholE ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ
Here i`m ..Making this place Darker ..Make it full of fear , pain n bluE .. This Time i`m not going 2 say how much i`m suffering ..Or Say That i`ve Become Broken since i let u gO ..
i`ll whisper 2 da Black wall ..i`ll Try 2 keep ma self here in da darkroom .. i`ll nOt thinking of any 1 ..Or any thing ..
i wanT 2 sleep herE wid my fears .. i want 2 make umbrella 4m my fears 2 make me feel better in rainy weather ..i`ll Drink 4m My tears ..
i know f i do this .. Da time will Stop there is no tick tack tock ..i`ll Take a rest 4m every thing i`ll be numb ..i just need 1 thing 2 make this come True
★┣ Mag!c st!ck ┣ ★.
i wanna find it in da cubbyhole ..2 knw who i`m ..Wat i`m ..& waT i wanT ..
10-12-2007
23"49
❤ Just 2 u ma beSt friend ( .• We we. • ) ❤ ☆→ My Dear Friend ☆→I Don`t know 4m where i can start .. or talking about .. in these lines coz whatever i write Or where ever i write i`ll never say how much u mean 2 me ..No words can speak ..can`t say how much i care about u .. i just loved u 4m da first moment ..Everything that's gd in me I owe to you .. in this moment i`m thinking wat can i Do when u`ll go ..u`ll be far 4m my eyes But i promise u .. u`ll stay in my heart ..wid me ..no 1 can take ur place ..when i tell u`r my friend i mean 4 ever i don`t care where u`r but i know when i need u i can find u wid me ..
i`ll missing u .. But be sure u`ll always be 1 Of ma bEsT friends n i can`t 4get all Da times we had it 2gather ..Maybe i never Told u i love u But i`m Do & i know that u know that
GoOd night .. now 15-12-2007 00:12
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